Tuesday, March 17, 2009 2 comments

a leap of faith

three days more to go and i will be walking down the green spring aisle. i do not feel butterflies in my stomach nor sweaty palms. i just feel so blank. well, there are bursts of panic once in a while. when i remember that i forgot something important or when i think about going over the budget. but as i said to some, i am a weird bride. i am anxious that this feels so abnormal.

my charlie has been so sweet this week. i dont know what got into him. with his mellow mood i feel like im cruisin and floatin towards spring day. but i never know with him. tomorrow he might bring up the choir and the food and other things that bother him. hehehe.

the next time i blog i think i will be married and will go by the name mrs alice klarsfeld. ugh! i sound caucasian. i hate to imagine how the kids will react next year. caucasian sounding but native looking. beautiful.

next time i blog it will be married life anecdotes. it will be funny, i promise you. i may have to have a notebook for all our bloopers and culture clash anecdotes. just preparing for a wedding is both funny and intense. moments of laughters and tears. gawd. its amazing.

this is truly a leap of faith. marrying a man i dont really know but trusting in the spirit that brought us together.